New start

We often talk about how September feels like a new year - new start in many ways. This year in particular I am aware of people starting new jobs, new courses, new schools and new things.

I recently re-read this poem by Ted Loader and it seemed to capture the moment.

I love the phrase 'tremble on the edge of a maybe', I believe God is there with me when I tremble like that.

“I Tremble on the Edge of a Maybe”

O God of beginnings, as your Spirit moved over the face of the deep on the first day of creation,

move with me now in my time of beginnings,

when the air is rain-washed, the bloom is on the bush, and the world seems fresh and full of possibilities, and I feel ready and full.

I tremble on the edge of a maybe, a first time, a new thing, a tentative start,

and the wonder of it lays its finger on my lips.

In silence, Lord, I share now my eagerness, and my uneasiness about this something different I would be or do;

and I listen for your leading to help me separate the light from the darkness in the change I seek to shape and which is shaping me. Amen.